Dr. Paul Conti on Trauma, Therapy, Medication and Psychedelics

High-Level Overview

Andrew Huberman talks with Dr. Paul Conti, a Stanford-trained psychiatrist, former chief resident at Harvard, head of the Pacific Premier Group and author of Trauma: The Invisible Epidemic. They cover what trauma really is, why our brains respond to it with guilt, shame and avoidance, and why people repeat painful situations. They also discuss how to work through trauma with or without a therapist, how to choose a therapist and get the most from therapy, and what role prescription drugs, alcohol, cannabis, psychedelics and MDMA can play. They close with the language we use about trauma and what it really means to take care of yourself.

The tone is warm, earnest and clinical, with unusual personal openness from both men: Conti talks about the suicide of his younger brother, and Huberman describes turning inner distress into work and his experience in an MDMA clinical trial. The conversation moves from defining trauma to its brain mechanisms, then to practical tools, then to medicines and psychedelics, and finally to society and self-care.

The Discussion Explores:

• A clinical definition of trauma, and how to tell whether an experience has changed you
• Why guilt and shame follow trauma, and how that once-adaptive wiring now works against us
• The repetition compulsion: why people relive the same painful relationship or situation
• Punishment, avoidance and control: why the mind invents negative fantasies
• Self-directed work on trauma through journaling and talking with trusted people, and when professional help is needed
• Choosing a therapist, the central role of rapport, and how often and how intensely to do therapy
• Antidepressants, ADHD stimulants, alcohol and cannabis, including short-term versus long-term use
• Psilocybin, LSD and MDMA as clinical tools, language and social division, and the basics of self-care

Deep Dive into Main Ideas

What Trauma Is, and How to Know You Have It

Conti rejects both extremes: trauma is not any negative experience, and it is not only combat or catastrophe. He defines it as "something that overwhelms our coping skills and then leaves us different as we move forward." Mere disappointments, or a hurtful memory from the playground, don't meet that bar. Real trauma changes how the brain functions, and it shows up in mood, anxiety, behavior, sleep and physical health, and in measurable brain changes such as increased hypervigilance.

The hard part is that trauma hides itself. When it changes us, it almost always brings a reflex of guilt and shame, so people avoid looking at it, which is exactly the opposite of what they need. Conti contrasts it with a viral pandemic: with a virus we isolate, but with the trauma epidemic we need to communicate and put words to what's happening inside us. Often people know at some level, and when they start talking they realize they began thinking and feeling differently after a certain event. He shares his own example: when he was about 24, his younger brother died by suicide. Before, he believed that hard work and goodness could make a difference; afterward he felt the world was against him, and he carried guilt, shame, anxiety and a sense of not belonging without recognizing them as changes caused by trauma, until people around him and his own poor self-care pushed him to get help.

Why Guilt and Shame? Old Wiring in a Modern World

Conti believes that what was once adaptive has become maladaptive. For most of human history, lives were short and the goal was to survive and reproduce, so traumatic events needed to stay with us: if a new food made you sick, or someone from a nearby group attacked you, you had better remember it. Negative experiences stick far more than positive ones. Shame, in his view, is an aroused affect, a response the limbic system produces without our choosing, and a powerful deterrent that could control behavior in a small group. Guilt is the next step, when that feeling is turned on ourselves.

In modern life, with long lifespans and a flood of potentially traumatic input, this wiring does harm. Conti says he has literally written prescriptions saying "no more news," because people get transfixed by horrors, and the brain can be changed by vicarious experience as well as by what happens to us directly. Trauma can also be chronic, such as ongoing denigration because of socioeconomic status, immigration status, race, religion, sexuality or gender identity. He links trauma to the addiction crisis, with about 100,000 overdose deaths a year in the U.S., and says he feels sure that most of the addiction he treats is ultimately rooted in trauma: people trying to soothe something stuck inside that guilt and shame won't let out.

The Repetition Compulsion

Huberman asks why someone who experienced sexual trauma or an abusive relationship might end up in the same situation again and again. Conti says the repetition compulsion is real and common among people who have suffered trauma. The explanation lies in the limbic system: "The limbic system, the emotion system, so to speak inside of us, always trumps logic." People run into burning buildings for loved ones even though logic says no. Crucially, "the limbic system does not care about the clock or the calendar," so the emotional brain believes that fixing the situation now will also fix the past.

When a patient tells him that their last seven relationships were abusive, Conti suggests they have really had the same relationship seven times: "It's not seven things. It's one." The work is to face the original abuse, the terror, the sense of having deserved it, the guilt and shame bundled up like a walled-off abscess, and to ask who really should feel guilty. Once that is brought to the surface, the eighth relationship can be entirely different. Huberman observes that so much of our reflexive behavior seems like an attempt to change the past; Conti agrees that trying to control the future by changing past trauma ends up letting the past dominate the present.

Confronting Trauma, and What to Do in the Moment

In the moment, for example when you need to fall asleep, short-term strategies such as redirecting your thoughts are fine and help you function. But the real answer is to look directly at the trauma, with a professional or by talking with another person or writing. People often fear that if they start they will cry forever or fall apart, but Conti says: "No one ever starts crying and never stops." When people put words to it and the listener doesn't recoil, things start to shift. He describes patients abused by a coach as children who, once they talk about it, can see themselves as an innocent child the way they would see anyone else, with compassion instead of guilt and shame. Crying is one of our best coping mechanisms, and grief is blocked as long as guilt and shame remain.

He emphasizes building an observing ego, the ability to step back and look at what's going on inside with curiosity. One patient who loved music drove long distances with the radio off so she could repeat "I'm a loser" to herself; noticing that and asking when it started led straight to what therapy needed to address. Trauma can even recolor earlier memories: one person came to see a high school award as mocking and undeserved. He notes that some people have had several residential treatment stays without anyone ever taking a trauma history.

Punishment, Avoidance and Control: Negative Fantasies and Short-Term Soothing

Huberman admits he sometimes builds imagined narratives in which someone upsets or harms him. Conti names three drivers: "Punishment, avoidance and control." Trauma-driven guilt makes us feel we deserve punishment, so we punish ourselves. Anger and dark fantasies distract us from more painful feelings like grief or shame. And imagining the worst gives a false sense that we can control or prevent it. These patterns may make us feel better in the moment, but they don't make anything better, which Huberman compares to taking opioids. Without new knowledge or perspective, Conti says, such patterns can run for 30 or 40 years.

Conti frames this as a broader theme: food, drugs, sex, alcohol and negative thoughts can all provide "short-term soothing at the expense of long-term change," which is where addictive pathways come in. Huberman describes funneling inner arousal into working extra hours and being a better brother, and his fear of losing that fuel. Conti calls this sublimation: it has some validity but can become self-justifying and keep people attached to their trauma. "I have yet to see one person who has addressed the trauma and become less functional," he says; people end up just as functional and happier, or more functional.

Self-Directed Work: Journaling and Trusted Others

For those who can't access therapy, Conti says the key is to bring fresh eyes, a de novo perspective, to what keeps spinning in our minds, asking: why am I thinking this, and when did it start? Speaking or writing engages monitoring mechanisms that pure thinking doesn't. He doesn't want people carrying a journal all day, which could become a compulsion; some might write a little at night, while others keep a journal handy for when something intrusive comes up. Reading back what you wrote creates the distance to apply both compassion and logic.

He also recommends talking with a trusted friend, family member or clergy member, who will often help even if you are not religious; almost no one truly has no one. He cautions against a do-it-yourself intensive, such as a whole day of journaling about trauma, because going too deep too fast can make things worse. Therapy rarely requires reliving every moment of a trauma; acknowledging it and asking what it has done to you is usually the work. Thoughts of suicide, or of not deserving to be alive, are warning signs to get professional help rather than work alone.

Finding a Good Therapist and Getting the Most From Therapy

Conti says research consistently finds that the most important factor in a therapist is rapport: someone paying attention, trust, a genuine back-and-forth with someone who is in it with you and wants you to get better. Good therapists may favor psychodynamic, CBT or DBT approaches, but they are not pigeonholed and they adapt to what the person needs. Word of mouth from someone you trust is valuable, and you should approach a therapist assigned by insurance as you would a job interview. Don't look for a therapist who makes it easy; therapy is often hard work, can be excruciating and can make you cry.

On how to prepare for and follow up on sessions, he says it varies: do whatever lets you be fully present, whether that is arriving early to meditate or walking in cold, and afterward either reflect, walk or take notes, or deliberately set it aside and revisit it later. On frequency, less than once a week makes it hard to retain progress, so an hour a week is roughly the minimum for real change. More intensive work has an exponential benefit: his practice sometimes does about 30 clinical hours in one week with five or six clinicians, which he likens to a year of therapy. People usually seek that at a crisis point, whether hospitalization, a return to rehab or simply deciding they can't take it anymore. He urges people to take ownership: notice when therapy isn't helping, including the part of you that is relieved not to face things, and raise it with the therapist.

Prescription Medicines: Tools, Not Fixes

Conti says there are no good tests of brain chemistry and that the U.S. overuses medications, largely because of a healthcare system built around throughput and 15-minute visits weeks apart. Some diagnoses, such as bipolar disorder, OCD and ADHD, usually or almost always warrant medication alongside therapy. But he finds it more interesting to use medicines to help people engage in therapy: most people helped by antidepressants don't have clinically severe depression, and these drugs increase distress tolerance. Most prescriptions for antipsychotics are not for psychosis, and low doses can dampen distress and rumination. He says the U.S. uses roughly five times as much of these medications as the Dutch, and he often sees patients on seven drugs, two of them treating side effects of the others.

He agrees strongly with Huberman that short-term use can make sense: "In American medicine, we are so much better at starting medicines than we are at taking them away." Drugs like Prozac should be seen as tools that can be used for a discrete period, not as fixes or substitutes for human-to-human work.

On ADHD, he says stimulant medication can be extremely effective when ADHD is real, but "all attention deficit is not attention deficit disorder." Anxiety, depression, poor sleep, diet, stress and trauma all affect attention, and he tells the story of a person with a rock in their shoe whom physicians labeled ADD. People with genuine ADHD tend to tolerate stimulants well, but those without it who use them to study or work risk addiction, impaired judgment, anxiety, impulsivity, suspicion and, rarely, outright psychosis. Huberman mentions surveys suggesting that up to 75 percent of college students use these drugs without a prescription.

Alcohol and Cannabis

Conti says the number of times he has seen alcohol be a good way to cope approaches zero, and some people, apparently more often of northern European descent, have a genetic euphoric response that raises their risk. Cannabis is different: it seems to narrow attention, which can help some people relax, stay present or fall asleep by gating out intrusive thoughts. But under high stress it can narrow focus onto the very thing that is distressing. He considers it safer than alcohol but not uniformly safe and not a treatment for depression, anxiety or trauma.

Psychedelics and MDMA

With the caveat that these substances are illegal outside clinical settings, they discuss psychedelics. Conti says the data on psilocybin and LSD, used in professional hands with the right set and setting, are powerfully positive, and notes Oregon was moving toward legal psilocybin in 2023. His hypothesis is that we over-glorify the outer cortex, which he sees as largely devoted to survival, planning and fearful future projection. Psychedelics quiet that chatter and seat us in deeper areas such as the insular cortex, which he believes is closer to our true humanness. There, people can see clearly that a trauma was not their fault and feel compassion for themselves, which is what good therapy aims for. Unlike intoxication, where insights feel false afterward, people often come back convinced that what they realized is true, such as that they weren't responsible for being raped or that they aren't less than others because of their sexuality or gender identity. He also believes we undervalue sentience, and so undervalue animals' suffering. Whether the hallucinations themselves are necessary, he says, is still unknown.

Huberman describes his own experience in an MDMA clinical trial: the first session brought powerful relational insights, while the second was calm and focused on acceptance. Conti explains that MDMA works differently from psychedelics, flooding certain brain regions with positive neurotransmitters and creating a permissive state for approaching trauma without fear. Clinical guidance is essential; without it, the state may just feel good rather than solve problems. Huberman notes how suggestible the state is (he jokes about getting absorbed in thinking about water), and both stress respect for these powerful tools.

Language, Social Division and Taking Care of Yourself

Conti argues for precise language: defining trauma so it is neither diluted into anything negative nor limited to combat. He opposes over-controlling language but says social media lets people harm each other from a distance, and hateful rhetoric can make targeted groups feel vulnerable and can fuel violence, citing the Buffalo shooting. He recalls more civil political discourse, says he would not vote for someone who denigrates others even if their policies helped him, and warns that anger drives division.

Finally, on self-care, he says the psychology of health is often simple but not light. Are you sleeping and eating well, getting natural light, spending time with good people, accepting negative interactions, living in circumstances that feel okay? Skipping these basics can itself be a trauma-driven form of punishment or distraction. He admits he has always functioned well on poor sleep and eating, which helped in medical training, and that part of him still ties his effectiveness to neglecting himself. He calls sunlight "immensely important and dramatically undervalued."

Conclusion

Conti's core message is that trauma is common, often invisible, and kept alive by the very reflexes (guilt, shame, avoidance, repetition) that once helped us survive. The way out is to look at it: to name it, to write or talk about it with trusted people or a therapist with whom you have real rapport, and to replace self-punishment with compassion. Medications, and in the right clinical hands psychedelics and MDMA, can be powerful tools to widen distress tolerance and open the door to that work, but they are not fixes and should not replace human connection. Underneath it all are the basics of self-care, and the recognition that short-term soothing never substitutes for long-term change.

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